slightly left of center thoughts

people often think that there is something so cool in being ultra sleep-deprived. it is very much romanticized.it’s when you reached the point that you start losing your coordination and you start caring less of your surroundings. . .then you say almost whatever things you like and afterwards use your grave lack of decent sleep as an utter excuse (?!)…it’s like being ‘high’. and its pretty much like hell to me.

but thanks to some divine intervening powers. lately, im finally having a breather…yup, i still have my classes with my half-half students (half demon, half angel) and im still writing essays for clients with very demanding instructions…but, i dont know, im basically more relaxed. the pressure is finally ebbing, but then again, until when will i enjoy this glorious state?

i know. the pressure will rise again, until once more i reach the point of near-explosion. but for now, ill enjoy the moment. bask in the state of zen-like coolness. and love myself.

ciao!!

~ by frozenmocha on January 31, 2006.